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Oct 24- Oct 30, 2012 The Precipice - The Perspective — Coming Home After Being in the Hospital After Frenamee\ Chemo Treatment #1

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Baby Owen - One Photo that Helped Carry Me Through 24 OCT 2012 (Wednesday) – 30 OCT 2012 (Tuesday)   Friday 19 OCT 2012 after being home from my first Frenamee\chemo treatment less than 24 hours, I looked up and said, "God I am not sure that this journey is worth it. If you want me to take this journey, than you need to show me what to do.  I have done everything they trained me to do in chemo class and I can't seem to help myself."    My comment, was me coming to the end of myself and that is exactly what I needed to do, in order to hear God's Still Small Voice .   God had just been waiting for me to look up and ask for His divine help and stop trying to do things on my own.    You see, when I started throwing up and feeling so strangely, I had nothing to measure it with as I had never experienced chemo therapy before.   Mentally, I had found that I had been comparing myself to my mother, who was 75 when she went through breast can...